Honest

Performed and Written by Emerson Vernon

(Verse 1)

These secrets were too heavy for me to keep

And now my dreams haunt me every time I fall asleep 

Forced to abide by a brand new philosophy 

I guess a win to you will always be a loss to me 

(Pre-Chorus)

Look back from the time from January to May

Something was on my mind but was too scary to say

I don’t think that this feeling’s temporary to stay 

Oh do you think that I just got too carried away? 

(Chorus)

I could lie and decide to say everything’s fine

Deep inside I’m here wondering why 

I ever made the promise

At least I’m being honest

And tell me who am I to disguise as an angel of light?

So I shine where the demons can’t hide

So if I show you my darkness

At least I’m being honest 

At least I’m being honest 

(Verse 2)

You won’t be my solution 

The heroine to save my life

So be my retribution

I’ll be a villain only in your eyes 

A reason for redemption 

a lifetime to make a change 

We may never find our ascension

Did we win or did we lose the game?

(Pre-Chorus)

Look back from the time from January to May

Something was on my mind but was too scary to say

I don’t think that this feeling’s temporary to stay 

Oh do you think that I just got too carried away? 

(Chorus)

I could lie and decide to say everything’s fine

Deep inside I’m here wondering why 

I ever made the promise

At least I’m being honest

And tell me who am I to disguise as an angel of light?

So I shine where the demons can’t hide

So if I show you my darkness

At least I’m being honest 

At least I’m being honest 

At least I’m being honest

At least I'm being honest